Here's a poem I wrote a few years ago that seems appropriate for what I'm experiencing now:
Looking for You
I climb a ladder to reach you,
Deep inside my spirit.
The night stars twinkle,
Dazzling light illumines the way.
I reach out my hand,
My fist grasps only air.
You can’t live long without it.
Empty rooms beckon,
I fill them with comfortable words.
Hold me close by your side,
Hold me in your light.
I eat and drink.
You fill me with nourishing hope,
Fill me with delight.
I flounder in the darkness,
Why won’t I remove the blindfold?
And you cannot be found.
And your presence surrounds me.